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The TRANSMUTATION of consciousness, of an organism known to those connected to it by the symbol “Kieran Gray” onto a symbol recording medium.
[21|05|2009]
Begin anew, start a fresh, writing a novel, a symbol known collectively in culture as a novel, but not really, more a collection of thoughts, ideas,
So I write to Ely about my idea of my transmutation via symbol recording, have I started she asks? Yes, I have! I paste the log of my first paragraph, or novel tag-line, I pump out more lines in explanation. “As Technical As It Gets” I add in.
“Fear the poeticismsismisms” I add with cheek. I do want to remain scientific aka rational and solid on observations by being able to posit theories and ideas but with a more non-objective-claiming vibe like the language of e-prime and Robert anton Wilson subjectivity, this is no closing down of the irrational and chaotic elements that cannot be explained symbolically but a habit I’d like to build into my thoughts so as to remain scientific and exploratory but to still be able to express It to a collective of personality structures that require a non-objective-claiming proveably factual set of symbols in order for them to “absorb” it after they’ve had it transmitted to them via myself… such is life in a symbol addicted culture that doesn’t acknowledge the chaotic creative urge as a means of experiencing reality to be in balance with order in the shaping of itself and of future civilians within their collective
I hereby acknowledge the non-symbolically-proveable subjective nature of reality that I experience with my consciousness and aim to express the chaotic creative expression of the organism true to its essence and initial form, and hereby agree to manipulate it only when I am true to my chaos producing creativity .

So I continue communicating with Ely, we’ve only known one another for a few months , and we’re slowly getting to know one another, each others quirks that make us unique, our individual symbol-emotion linkages, and other circuit pathways. I remark to her about how I’m a bit of a dork and dag when it comes to knowing when to stop with a joke that’s a bit of a running story that we’ve been talking about, it was about the film powder, created in 1995 about an albino man who was so far out he had developed powers of the mind, able to move things with his mind [edit with society agreed word and expand upon topic] among other things, he becomes a bit of an outcast, in fact, the redneck society are so shocked by his complete re-writing of their reality tunnels, they have been so addicted to the current present scientific model of reality tunnel habits in themselves
By re-defining what is allowable to these folk, powder generates an eruption of fear through the judgment-fear pathway linkages in the collective and gets hounded out of town, the fear is so great that constant threat of death visits powder as he fears for his physical safety via aggression and territoriality of the organisms running tribal code 1.0
His new FREAK status ensures he is out of their tribe and out of reality as soon as possible, this reaction I think, directly corresponds with the illegalization of certain drugs that allow an individual to transform his experience of reality by enhancing new information on a neuro-somatic level, in a level of bio-survival contentment, thereby enhancing receptivity to new information on all circuit levels.
An increase of intelligence all around that leads one to function, not from the personality-structure ego primarily, but on all levels with no primacy granted to any particular level, but to an organic free-flowing acceptance of new information without symbolic judgment attachments being perpetuated, but being explored and looked into when they arise, this organic free-flow of information without judgment leads one to a realization of the creative chaotic potentials that lie in the individual organism, and an ability to transmit new information.

We’re not perfect, symbol judgments of the pattern before your eyes will always be linked with our own internal chemistry, be conscious of them and you will choose their survival, choose how you use them in order to transmit the information that ensures the loop of evolution with the receiver as well as the transmitter is transformed via the power of evolution, all is change and motion in this pattern, get with it and make the most of this incredible experience and body you’ve been granted on this earth, to be present here surrounded by yourself, consciousness perpetuated in every possible way, surrounding you the way a crowd surrounds a solo concert chamber pianist, bathing you in its warm truthful radiance.
It is a choir of life victorious, the engine of the stars, it is always there with you, it is within you forever, it gives rise to you, nourishes and sustains you, so you can meet it in the place within you, the place within you where you access the radiant warmth of that we give the name … [ERROR - Symbolic Circuitry breakdown and bulk at the sheer enormousness of the subject – Now Now Kieran, you weren’t disobeying your vowel to remain as scientifically rigorous as possible, nor were you building in e-prime language in order to not mistake of making statement of fact when it was an opinion!]
Shit, silly me. I have plenty of work to do, and I should probably go over my posts admitting the mistakes I have made in mistaking these two statements, but true to my essence and because I couldn’t be bothered, I’ll just work on it in the next chapter, or try to keep my logical [order] checks on hand when creative [chaos] is leading the way! I’m not exactly trained in any methods of the schools of logical writing.

So back on the personal evolution topic, learning about learning.
Antero Ali in his incredible book ANGEL TECH, talks about the functioning of intelligence being similar to the NEURON in which the neurons role is to take in information, absorb and understand it (done via its circuit know-how) and then transmit new information
New information is a product of many things, I spoke of order and chaos, there are memory systems for retrieval, patterns of retrieval can be called habits, be careful that you’re conscious of these habits of symbol retrieval, don’t want to keep repeating the same information that does not aid in your evolution, nor will it aid your journey in associating with organisms that do the same for you, and thus the lack of new information that aids you grow will keep you static.
Once one is conscious of habits, one re-programs retrieval in a completely conscious way. Once you are choosing the memory retrieval that aids in your transformation, you will begin to be able to build in habits or auto-pilot pathways to a functioning of the organism that is completely satisfactory on all circuitry levels, this is a constant evolution and nobody knows how far the human organism can go, the potential is infinite like the flow of the universe, so never remain static, always re-check auto-pilot programs of how well they are functioning, as said above, evolution is infinite, so always be building in new habits by being around new information, it’s all common sense coded in 8circuit jargon.
Memory in storage always has pathways into other circuits, be conscious of which circuits are being activated by these stored pieces of memory (eg visual image of face of dead lover bringing up feelings of sadness or maybe completely neuro-somatic bliss) symbols and images are that powerful, we should never mistake their powerfulness and their ability to shape ourselves and the world around us, the world will be transformed via you’re input, so if you want the world to evolve and bloom like a flower then you need to be evolving your intelligence on all levels of functioning so you’ll put out information that helps it also transform and become a place of personal freedom and tolerance for the individual reality filterinig organism!
So that leads into a final direction. That these drugs are illegalized because of their ability to allow the organism to output information that will transform it,
The power of order in the world (controlled static judgmental my-reality-filtering-is-better-than-yours personality-structures ) sits there doing all it can to disallow access to new information that may disrupt its stability, this can be a metaphor for the dominance of the feminine energy by the masculine, the yin over the yang, order over chaos

Evolution is built into the nature of the universe, complexification is a general trend, There are disruptions like the one we see on with human organisms with the order loving cultural influence building in habits of stationary information transmission and retrieval and there are also incredibly stories of evolutionary success all around us. Species being static in their ability to adapt to changing environmental pressures, and species that are constantly re-inventing themselves and transforming themselves into better functioning more intelligent species.
Complexification of information in the structure there to absorb, integrate and transmit it leads into a biological growth and evolution of the internal mechanisms of the organism which grow and allow for more information complexification. Complexification is the mechanism for intelligence to expand out and create new circuits, new habits and behaviours, new abilities to problem solve and adapt to its environment and transform it into a place that completely nourishes and sustains it, at the moment we’re a static species, dormant in the pool of evolution, or are we?
We’re a static species [ERROR. Statement of opinion coded in logical fact language “is” there is no is, but an is-ing]
- I, through my unique’ly me, filtering system see stationary information AIT (absorb/integrate/transmit) organisms everywhere, perpetuated by the collective institutions that shape the information that is allowed to be AIT by its organisms- illegal drugs, illegal information producing agents.
Every species throughout nature and evolution that is here in [the moment] is in a battle of balance of CHAOS/ORDER, MASCULINE/FEMINE. And everywhere species are tipping the balance too far in one way and weeding themselves out of the gene pool by not adapting to the environment, we appear to be doing the same, so are many species out there right now as I type these messages, life is doing its chaos and order dance, the beautiful pattern of evolution and complexification drums along to its own rhythm re-shaping itself as it sees fit, we’re here riding on this wave today, this wave of resonating energy, we’re here to evolve and grow with it, doing our part to keep it flowing, think for yourself and question everything in front of you, build in your system of transformation, help our spaceship earth function as a whole for the better so it may evolve and transform into the limitless far-reaches of infinity, where anything is possible, ANYTHING is possible and has not been written, all that is written is here in this one present moment that we’re all here experiencing, there are mechanisms we can observe in nature and ourselves, that once understood will help us build a future moment that we can re-design ourselves consciously, letting the balance be restored, by allowing chaos and creativity to take its rightful place in having more of an influence on the place we live in, dreaming of the place we want to live in is not mere idle meaningless vague dreaming, but a use of the chaos creative mechanism that creates new information, a well 8 circuit integrated user of [AIT] will help us shape the ‘dream’ we want to be in.

Awesome New Information
Modeselektor – Hello Mom! ( Electro, Hip Hop.. FunKeh)
Dan Deacon – Bromst (Awesomely glitchbleepy)
Spill Collective – http://www.spillcollective.com/ [awesome sounding artistic collective I’ll be seeing a live gig they’re putting on in Melbourne in june, sounds great!
Coldplay – Politik (amazing outro on this song, what I find to be a pretty ugly and banal first 2.51 mins transforms with a piano bridge, that climbs up octaves, guitars and synths enter, vocalist sings ‘give me love over this’ a few times and on the last time stretches it until a HUGE explosion of shimmering and beautiful guitars and drumming, quite warm and loving reminders of how beautiful it is to be alive, no doubt they were influenced by sigur ros with this one!
8 Circuit Model http://deoxy.org/8circuit.htm
Free Mind – must use this learning about learning conceptual intelligence increase tool.
E-Prime – http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/E-Prime
Listening to some lovely coldplay hearted centred music!

Kieran Gray – Raindrops

i encompass whole universes within
blissed out on sound
below a burnt out sky
of swirling leaves of rich vibrant hue
and the whole cosmos will glow of
multicoloured dreamscapes
and our thoughts create mountains
and our emotions, the rivers
drip drop smash out dreams into the pavement
like ecstatic raindrops
that paint the sky
a vivid rainbow of creativity
that reverberates through our bodies
charging our souls with electricity
and here is felt experience beautific
everything is in play
in motion, formation, creation, transformation
and every moment will be intensified with meaning
and blue flowers with bathe you in smiles
and every birds utterance will be a song unto you
a vast choir of life victorious

and i’ll bequeath my soul to the leaves above
and to the earth below, with its myriad transformations
that dance before my eyes
on busy trams and deserted streets
waiting under trees
these are our precious moments
a plot cast out over a thousand billion suns
backwards through the halls of your memories
echo footprints of times long past
and futures yet to be experienced

and in the deepest moments of reflection
you can look into my eyes
and i will give you my soul
and charge you with my electricity
and our chemistry will dance
the great energy dance
of lovers reunified in new form
for the very first time

she whispers to me
a thousand and one secrets
of withered worlds
and perished suns
of patterns lost where love begun

to be lost dear friend is a frightful trap
did you know that nature has a blueprint
and the heart has a map

and we’ll gradually spin around
the golden orb of providence obscured
and all creatures rest
bidding adieu to their humble father
waving goodbye and bowing
the choir of life singing in full glorific unison, oh love!
raindrops caress our bodies
at the interface of rock and heaven
i rest content playing the harmonica
to my friends the grass and flower
in a beautiful garden of serene tranquility
evoking visions of transient forms
and moments offering to you
a paradise on earth
suffused under vast azure sky

and in the end
our love will grow strong
and in the end
our path will begin

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so here i am
blissed out on sound
immersed in multi coloured dreamscapes
below clouded skies
as raindrops gently
caress my window
that looks out
upon my corner of the world

Mocha